post nine

Been a while. Since I am writing this for myself and really have no expectations of anyone else reading it I suppose it does not matter. Limbo, that is how I feel at the moment. A bit numb, a bit displaced, a bit aimless. It could be the changeability of spring. Warm days, cold days, then warm days then cold days and so on... I have never enjoyed spring weather, always feel gloomy and unsettled after the stability of winter. Wind really upsets me. I wonder why? I have had two days of being inside, doing not a lot, by choice. Winter poundage needs to come off and that means more exercise and less cheese and chocolate. My diet is primarily healthy with no grains to speak of and little sugar, but still the pounds creep on. I have done less exercise this winter because of a respiratory virus and it is so hard to get going again.